I AM NOT MAKING ANY SENSE!
I don't know why the hell am I so upset.
OK like he is not even close to you why are you harbouring some stupid primary school fantasies over him, Z!
I think I did the right thing.
Goggling up him, his friends and now, wow I realised he has a girlfriend.
I feel like checking her out, finding out when did they get together, looking at all her photographs, seeing if she's pretty, if they're compatible, how is he.
Wow I have so many questions going through my mind.
This is insane.
Who is he to me?
LIKE WHAT THE HECK IS HAPPENING TO ME?!